1 00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:57,960 It's all about starting at the beginning. 2 00:03:02,160 --> 00:03:04,180 But that's not how I remember it. 3 00:03:12,270 --> 00:03:20,270 It's all a series of fragments, repetitions, pattern formations. 4 00:03:46,880 --> 00:03:51,700 When there are no words or the pain, let 5 00:03:54,790 --> 00:03:57,410 your imagination change when you're known to plan. 6 00:03:58,570 --> 00:04:02,830 And this is when it landed in the freedom of the water. 7 00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:08,400 Her ring around her rock is locked in the smoke. 8 00:04:52,760 --> 00:04:53,760 Remember it? 9 00:04:56,080 --> 00:04:57,180 Our stories? 10 00:05:00,340 --> 00:05:04,500 Say you better come up with one you can live with. 11 00:05:22,630 --> 00:05:23,630 Smelly face. 12 00:05:30,910 --> 00:05:31,910 Flower. 13 00:05:44,530 --> 00:05:45,530 Christmas tree. 14 00:06:11,490 --> 00:06:12,650 Claudia, go upstairs. 15 00:06:13,510 --> 00:06:14,510 Go! 16 00:06:25,360 --> 00:06:26,820 Just let me know when you finish. 17 00:06:27,820 --> 00:06:29,220 You can do this all night. 18 00:06:39,890 --> 00:06:40,890 Fuck! 19 00:07:22,120 --> 00:07:23,760 I think you feel nice, Claudia. 20 00:07:24,500 --> 00:07:25,500 I really think it will. 21 00:07:26,020 --> 00:07:27,020 It picks you right up. 22 00:07:28,920 --> 00:07:30,640 It picks you right up. 23 00:07:41,000 --> 00:07:42,180 The same with me Belle. 24 00:07:49,920 --> 00:07:51,980 Come on little Belle, same with me. 25 00:07:52,580 --> 00:07:53,580 You know the lyrics. 26 00:07:54,500 --> 00:07:57,580 You lost and gone forever. 27 00:08:00,660 --> 00:08:02,540 It was my voice. 28 00:08:03,580 --> 00:08:04,580 Who left? 29 00:08:07,740 --> 00:08:09,680 Sometimes I think it arrived on paper. 30 00:08:10,920 --> 00:08:12,100 I wrote pictures. 31 00:08:13,480 --> 00:08:13,920 Slides. 32 00:08:14,380 --> 00:08:15,500 I'm gonna change it for you. 33 00:08:16,580 --> 00:08:18,960 I didn't feel like someone else. 34 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:22,860 I wrote words to go on to. 35 00:08:23,120 --> 00:08:23,957 What is your daughter? 36 00:08:23,981 --> 00:08:25,960 No, daughter. 37 00:08:29,410 --> 00:08:30,490 To safety. 38 00:08:31,410 --> 00:08:32,410 To girls. 39 00:08:33,010 --> 00:08:34,330 Take my skin off. 40 00:08:34,770 --> 00:08:35,770 I had her. 41 00:08:35,830 --> 00:08:36,830 My mother. 42 00:08:37,130 --> 00:08:38,130 Her hair. 43 00:08:38,230 --> 00:08:39,230 Her skull. 44 00:08:40,190 --> 00:08:41,190 Her story. 45 00:08:41,570 --> 00:08:45,230 I want to prize for that story Belle. 46 00:08:46,030 --> 00:08:47,030 And your daddy. 47 00:08:47,890 --> 00:08:51,910 I want an art prize for this drawing. 48 00:08:54,510 --> 00:08:56,550 How come she 49 00:09:01,180 --> 00:09:02,057 won't? 50 00:09:02,081 --> 00:09:03,081 My sister. 51 00:09:03,460 --> 00:09:04,460 My adoration. 52 00:09:05,060 --> 00:09:06,060 My sister. 53 00:09:06,320 --> 00:09:06,660 How come? 54 00:09:07,340 --> 00:09:09,500 I mean, you look like a bone in that. 55 00:09:09,700 --> 00:09:10,700 Don't be sex, sure. 56 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:11,760 It does nothing for you. 57 00:09:12,860 --> 00:09:13,860 Look at me. 58 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,000 Trying to look like a man. 59 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:19,240 My sister. 60 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:20,760 Taking everything. 61 00:09:27,820 --> 00:09:29,560 Before you were even born. 62 00:09:57,730 --> 00:09:58,890 In the house. 63 00:10:01,810 --> 00:10:03,230 Alone in my room. 64 00:10:04,370 --> 00:10:05,530 My arm would take. 65 00:10:06,680 --> 00:10:07,770 My sister is gone. 66 00:10:09,890 --> 00:10:13,070 My mother is gone. 67 00:10:15,510 --> 00:10:19,070 My father designs houses in a room next to my smoking. 68 00:10:56,480 --> 00:10:58,300 I wait for five a. 69 00:11:00,500 --> 00:11:01,580 I pray. 70 00:11:04,080 --> 00:11:05,080 To swim. 71 00:11:20,470 --> 00:11:21,710 My baby girl. 72 00:11:22,830 --> 00:11:24,370 My baby girl. 73 00:11:25,070 --> 00:11:25,267 My baby girl. 74 00:11:25,291 --> 00:11:26,291 My baby girl. 75 00:11:28,070 --> 00:11:30,370 My baby girl. 76 00:11:38,930 --> 00:11:40,350 I can't believe it. 77 00:11:40,650 --> 00:11:41,650 All right. 78 00:11:41,710 --> 00:11:42,710 Line up, ladies. 79 00:11:43,430 --> 00:11:43,730 We in. 80 00:11:44,030 --> 00:11:45,030 You know the drill. 81 00:11:45,130 --> 00:11:46,810 One lick for every pound you're over. 82 00:11:47,590 --> 00:11:48,590 Horace. 83 00:11:49,910 --> 00:11:51,030 And a girl. 84 00:12:29,340 --> 00:12:30,340 You don't know this. 85 00:12:30,920 --> 00:12:32,080 One for you, freshman. 86 00:12:32,660 --> 00:12:33,680 So we'll make it count. 87 00:12:57,420 --> 00:12:58,820 How 88 00:13:06,520 --> 00:13:09,120 many miles does it take? 89 00:13:12,490 --> 00:13:14,290 To swim. 90 00:13:18,580 --> 00:13:20,040 To himself. 91 00:13:24,020 --> 00:13:26,560 How many? 92 00:13:28,140 --> 00:13:29,140 Fucking. 93 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:19,290 So you really want this, huh? 94 00:14:25,480 --> 00:14:26,480 Okay. 95 00:14:46,100 --> 00:14:48,180 You only got a three-quarter ride. 96 00:14:52,930 --> 00:14:54,750 Hey, they wanted you. 97 00:14:54,910 --> 00:14:57,910 They would have offered the whole nine yards, huh? 98 00:15:13,900 --> 00:15:17,120 We're delighted to offer a partial scholarship. 99 00:15:18,720 --> 00:15:19,720 Half. 100 00:15:20,220 --> 00:15:21,300 You're better than that. 101 00:15:25,140 --> 00:15:26,140 Last one. 102 00:15:40,940 --> 00:15:42,860 In my head I swam lapsed. 103 00:15:44,680 --> 00:15:46,320 Didn't even get one full ride. 104 00:15:51,960 --> 00:15:52,960 Don't blame me. 105 00:15:54,400 --> 00:15:56,260 They don't want you that you don't belong. 106 00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:57,520 They could taste blood. 107 00:15:58,500 --> 00:15:59,500 The answer is no. 108 00:16:01,840 --> 00:16:02,840 Why? 109 00:16:10,510 --> 00:16:11,510 Because he could. 110 00:16:14,150 --> 00:16:15,550 What? 111 00:16:16,370 --> 00:16:17,850 And I was here. 112 00:16:29,910 --> 00:16:32,870 Hey, look at me. 113 00:16:44,950 --> 00:16:47,470 Look at me. 114 00:16:55,850 --> 00:16:57,750 I only want the best for you. 115 00:17:03,960 --> 00:17:06,140 I knew you could feel it. 116 00:17:07,700 --> 00:17:10,640 That pink muscle pushing. 117 00:17:12,980 --> 00:17:13,980 And pushing. 118 00:17:15,420 --> 00:17:16,980 This should all be out there, woman up. 119 00:17:17,260 --> 00:17:18,340 Oh, that's worse. 120 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:24,240 Hey, Lydia. 121 00:17:27,040 --> 00:17:28,040 You need a hand? 122 00:17:28,920 --> 00:17:30,460 I'm a coach from Texas Tech. 123 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:33,000 I decided to meet you. 124 00:17:33,600 --> 00:17:34,600 Let's talk. 125 00:17:34,980 --> 00:17:36,760 I'd like to have you on our team. 126 00:18:03,620 --> 00:18:05,260 I almost loved her. 127 00:18:12,220 --> 00:18:13,320 There's a gold bell. 128 00:18:44,520 --> 00:18:51,360 You should be ashamed of 129 00:18:57,040 --> 00:18:57,017 her. 130 00:18:57,041 --> 00:18:59,240 This is control. 131 00:19:05,840 --> 00:19:07,560 You don't know my fault. 132 00:19:26,860 --> 00:19:30,180 My bedroom holds away from the dark of my body. 133 00:19:33,820 --> 00:19:35,740 It smells like my sweat. 134 00:19:37,320 --> 00:19:38,320 I'm chlorine. 135 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:52,520 Hey. 136 00:19:52,800 --> 00:19:53,800 Can't sleep, huh? 137 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:55,840 Yeah, me neither. 138 00:19:57,820 --> 00:19:58,820 I 139 00:20:08,220 --> 00:20:09,260 Want to talk to you. 140 00:20:15,070 --> 00:20:17,070 Listen, I'm sorry I've been so hard on you, lady. 141 00:20:19,850 --> 00:20:21,690 I guess I just... 142 00:20:22,810 --> 00:20:24,470 really worry about you out there. 143 00:20:26,870 --> 00:20:29,710 Things I'm going to be different when you go to college. 144 00:20:30,850 --> 00:20:32,430 I want you to listen to me. 145 00:20:33,190 --> 00:20:35,370 He narrated what boys would do to me. 146 00:20:37,210 --> 00:20:40,430 How they put their dirty hands up my skirt and finger. 147 00:20:40,770 --> 00:20:41,770 Fuck me. 148 00:20:42,410 --> 00:20:43,590 Follow my tits. 149 00:20:47,490 --> 00:20:48,490 Suck there. 150 00:20:50,450 --> 00:20:53,030 How disgusting boys would be. 151 00:20:54,790 --> 00:20:55,790 They're him. 152 00:20:56,790 --> 00:20:58,850 They're hips wanting in and up. 153 00:20:59,530 --> 00:21:00,750 And they're dicks. 154 00:21:02,950 --> 00:21:05,430 And his... me sitting next to him. 155 00:21:06,830 --> 00:21:08,490 Feeling the heat then. 156 00:21:09,650 --> 00:21:10,970 Without even looking. 157 00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:11,860 What you doing out here? 158 00:22:19,300 --> 00:22:20,837 There's a matter with you, huh? 159 00:22:20,861 --> 00:22:27,580 I want you to hold that up. 160 00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:01,800 I guess I'm saying to me. 161 00:23:14,650 --> 00:23:16,090 What did you just say? 162 00:23:19,170 --> 00:23:20,290 Fuck you. 163 00:23:21,910 --> 00:23:22,910 Motherfucker. 164 00:23:24,510 --> 00:23:28,510 Get this fuck out of my way! 165 00:24:05,940 --> 00:24:09,300 All I thought was 166 00:24:13,930 --> 00:24:15,370 my own wide open cunt. 167 00:24:20,980 --> 00:24:22,360 It's open as a mal. 168 00:24:24,300 --> 00:24:25,300 Screaming. 169 00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:27,240 Motherfucker! 170 00:24:28,080 --> 00:24:28,080 Motherfucker! 171 00:24:28,200 --> 00:24:31,240 I didn't 172 00:24:52,570 --> 00:24:54,170 know a girl body could do that. 173 00:24:57,270 --> 00:24:58,270 Shoot. 174 00:24:58,410 --> 00:24:59,410 Come. 175 00:24:59,870 --> 00:25:00,870 My 176 00:25:31,050 --> 00:25:32,090 Own fault is mine. 177 00:25:32,510 --> 00:25:32,950 My own space. 178 00:25:33,350 --> 00:25:34,350 My own space. 179 00:25:34,930 --> 00:25:35,310 My own space. 180 00:25:35,730 --> 00:25:36,730 My own space. 181 00:25:36,910 --> 00:25:37,910 My own space. 182 00:25:38,870 --> 00:25:41,127 My own space. 183 00:25:41,151 --> 00:25:42,151 Mine. 184 00:25:44,330 --> 00:25:45,330 My 185 00:25:52,770 --> 00:25:53,770 Own freedom. 186 00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:21,300 Like something pressed so far down in the body. 187 00:26:23,300 --> 00:26:24,700 It had to explode. 188 00:26:29,520 --> 00:26:30,520 Yuck! 189 00:26:35,930 --> 00:26:37,010 Why do you think you going? 190 00:26:43,400 --> 00:26:44,500 You going nowhere? 191 00:27:35,770 --> 00:27:37,450 So far from my father. 192 00:27:37,930 --> 00:27:38,590 So far. 193 00:27:38,850 --> 00:27:42,467 So far from my father. 194 00:27:42,491 --> 00:27:44,030 So far from my father. 195 00:27:47,550 --> 00:27:49,070 I love 196 00:27:55,050 --> 00:28:03,050 your hands. 197 00:28:09,580 --> 00:28:10,940 I love your voice. 198 00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:17,020 It's my father and my brother who have the real voices. 199 00:28:18,100 --> 00:28:20,680 I was here in my head. 200 00:28:22,320 --> 00:28:23,320 Really? 201 00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:25,880 What are they saying? 202 00:28:30,450 --> 00:28:32,170 They're saying an amazing grace. 203 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,080 Voices of God. 204 00:28:39,660 --> 00:28:40,660 Fuck me. 205 00:28:43,720 --> 00:28:45,000 Do that. 206 00:28:45,260 --> 00:28:46,260 Really? 207 00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:49,760 Fuck me. 208 00:29:00,340 --> 00:29:01,340 I want to fill up. 209 00:29:03,900 --> 00:29:06,500 I wish I could go back and apologize. 210 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,200 Oh! 211 00:29:20,270 --> 00:29:22,910 The way it's been gone. 212 00:29:28,010 --> 00:29:29,950 And I know the peace will come. 213 00:29:31,490 --> 00:29:33,910 Fuck all y'all! 214 00:29:34,890 --> 00:29:35,890 Amen! 215 00:29:37,070 --> 00:29:41,250 I've been searching for the dolphins. 216 00:29:42,590 --> 00:29:44,950 It's just a regular James Taylor. 217 00:29:46,010 --> 00:29:48,390 Singing his heart out here in Texas. 218 00:29:50,550 --> 00:29:53,390 And sometimes I wonder... 219 00:29:54,510 --> 00:29:58,830 Do you ever think of me? 220 00:30:03,250 --> 00:30:05,550 This world may never change. 221 00:30:10,010 --> 00:30:11,750 The way it's been gone. 222 00:30:16,770 --> 00:30:18,650 And I know the peace will come. 223 00:30:25,520 --> 00:30:26,520 Video. 224 00:30:26,620 --> 00:30:27,980 How do you always do that? 225 00:30:36,430 --> 00:30:38,270 It's funny you feel it. 226 00:30:42,170 --> 00:30:44,210 It's such a fancy. 227 00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:47,867 I wanted to learn how to take a joke. 228 00:30:47,891 --> 00:30:50,090 You're so fucking sensitive. 229 00:30:53,590 --> 00:30:57,770 This is probably one of the most pathetic things I've ever seen. 230 00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:05,440 This is what I'm talking about. 231 00:31:05,780 --> 00:31:09,300 It's like talking to a fucking doorknob. 232 00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:14,280 When you say something, we say anything. 233 00:31:14,840 --> 00:31:16,500 I'm being a fucking bitch. 234 00:31:16,860 --> 00:31:18,620 So why don't you do something about it? 235 00:31:22,190 --> 00:31:23,510 You're not a bitch. 236 00:31:26,830 --> 00:31:28,330 Fuck you, bullet! 237 00:31:30,590 --> 00:31:32,950 You know you fucking know me. 238 00:31:59,710 --> 00:32:04,430 Phillip means love her of horses or 239 00:32:07,720 --> 00:32:08,720 brotherhood. 240 00:32:20,310 --> 00:32:22,150 Wake up, motherfucker! 241 00:32:39,180 --> 00:32:40,180 Hey, Liz. 242 00:32:41,080 --> 00:32:42,120 I'm gonna get out of here. 243 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:43,460 She's good. 244 00:32:50,440 --> 00:32:50,780 Hey, man. 245 00:32:51,420 --> 00:32:51,957 I shot that door. 246 00:32:51,981 --> 00:32:54,500 Just drop the goddamn door. 247 00:32:55,220 --> 00:32:58,540 I'm gonna see you in practice. 248 00:32:59,820 --> 00:33:01,340 Yeah, I'm flunked out. 249 00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:04,880 That's cool. 250 00:33:14,970 --> 00:33:15,970 Huh? 251 00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:21,000 I can still feel my face. 252 00:33:32,180 --> 00:33:33,997 Addiction is in me, for sure. 253 00:33:34,021 --> 00:33:38,560 But I want to describe something else to you. 254 00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:41,180 Something smaller. 255 00:33:43,300 --> 00:33:44,940 It's a smaller word. 256 00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:47,840 Mama? 257 00:33:50,800 --> 00:33:53,440 So small, I could travel to bloodstream. 258 00:33:59,450 --> 00:34:00,450 Go away, Bill. 259 00:34:15,940 --> 00:34:17,240 Go away, Bill. 260 00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:29,297 Stay away. 261 00:34:29,321 --> 00:34:33,380 This isn't anything, Hori. 262 00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:36,840 I'm not talking about anything. 263 00:34:50,860 --> 00:34:58,860 I'm not talking about anything. 264 00:35:00,911 --> 00:35:01,911 Dorothy? 265 00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:34,560 I'm sorry. 266 00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:42,120 Sorry. 267 00:35:46,420 --> 00:35:47,420 Lydia. 268 00:35:48,820 --> 00:35:50,380 You can talk to us. 269 00:35:51,340 --> 00:35:52,360 It helps. 270 00:35:53,940 --> 00:35:54,940 Trust me. 271 00:36:10,760 --> 00:36:12,220 I'm not talking about anything. 272 00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:18,580 You know, I always like to say... 273 00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:22,100 Find meaning in life's traffic. 274 00:36:23,360 --> 00:36:26,400 Through clearing spiritual barriers. 275 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:29,040 I'm 276 00:36:52,490 --> 00:36:55,167 proud of you. 277 00:36:55,191 --> 00:36:56,410 Yeah? 278 00:36:59,820 --> 00:37:01,220 Yeah. 279 00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:04,120 Yeah. 280 00:37:14,390 --> 00:37:15,390 Hey. 281 00:37:18,750 --> 00:37:20,710 Would you marry me? 282 00:37:21,630 --> 00:37:29,630 Mm-hmm. 283 00:37:41,031 --> 00:37:44,530 Mm-hmm. 284 00:37:52,770 --> 00:38:00,770 And children have their dreams to hold on to... Mm-hmm. 285 00:38:01,890 --> 00:38:06,530 And how they fly, take us to the moon. 286 00:38:08,370 --> 00:38:12,170 Yes, they flow from you. 287 00:38:13,710 --> 00:38:16,350 They flow from you. 288 00:38:18,430 --> 00:38:22,290 And they flow from you. 289 00:38:24,370 --> 00:38:30,290 And women have themselves to hold on to. 290 00:38:33,070 --> 00:38:38,670 And how they fly, take me by surprise. 291 00:38:40,470 --> 00:38:44,190 They float from me. 292 00:38:44,730 --> 00:38:48,390 They float from me. 293 00:38:50,390 --> 00:38:53,790 And they float from me. 294 00:39:06,230 --> 00:39:07,390 Oh, oh, 295 00:39:21,300 --> 00:39:25,500 oh, oh. 296 00:39:26,200 --> 00:39:27,420 Oh, oh, oh. 297 00:39:27,860 --> 00:39:29,260 You did so good. 298 00:39:29,800 --> 00:39:31,337 You did so good. 299 00:39:31,361 --> 00:39:34,360 Mm-hmm. 300 00:39:58,680 --> 00:39:59,680 I made you some tea. 301 00:40:00,660 --> 00:40:01,780 I don't want any tea. 302 00:40:02,300 --> 00:40:03,300 What are we going to do? 303 00:40:08,580 --> 00:40:09,820 Lydia, I love you. 304 00:40:11,740 --> 00:40:14,920 And whatever you want to do, I'll support it. 305 00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:20,960 That's it? 306 00:40:26,130 --> 00:40:31,490 I need more than nothing from the most passive man on the fucking planet. 307 00:40:47,620 --> 00:40:49,380 Sorry, I've been kind of sick. 308 00:40:54,400 --> 00:40:59,340 You don't want anything, and you are killing me with or not wanting anything. 309 00:41:00,700 --> 00:41:01,800 What were you thinking? 310 00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:03,120 I don't know. 311 00:41:03,680 --> 00:41:04,400 I don't know. 312 00:41:04,660 --> 00:41:04,900 I don't know. 313 00:41:05,020 --> 00:41:06,020 It's fucking impossible. 314 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:12,460 I can't stand how nice... I can't stand how nice he is, but... 315 00:41:12,930 --> 00:41:15,400 I couldn't have killed it either. 316 00:41:17,180 --> 00:41:20,160 I was thinking of... 317 00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:23,680 maybe there's a world in which I... 318 00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:31,397 I come and live with you and Eugene and take some classes where you're teaching. 319 00:41:31,421 --> 00:41:33,720 I don't know. 320 00:41:33,820 --> 00:41:36,620 Maybe we could start like a little... 321 00:41:38,360 --> 00:41:39,360 family. 322 00:41:45,050 --> 00:41:46,050 Yes. 323 00:41:46,670 --> 00:41:52,110 I think my life with him is going to be like some sad, sad fucking country song. 324 00:41:52,810 --> 00:41:53,810 Lydia. 325 00:41:54,050 --> 00:41:55,170 I said yes. 326 00:41:56,270 --> 00:41:57,310 Come home. 327 00:42:02,630 --> 00:42:03,630 Okay. 328 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:07,960 Cool. 329 00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:15,280 Because she left me once to save her own life. 330 00:42:24,570 --> 00:42:26,150 What are you doing back there, huh? 331 00:42:26,330 --> 00:42:27,330 Playing with yourselves? 332 00:42:29,350 --> 00:42:30,350 What? 333 00:42:30,990 --> 00:42:32,950 I bring them to the most beautiful scenery in 334 00:42:32,974 --> 00:42:35,891 the world, and they're just playing grab-ass? 335 00:42:38,250 --> 00:42:38,950 Look out! 336 00:42:39,170 --> 00:42:40,170 The goddamn window! 337 00:43:00,270 --> 00:43:02,470 Claudia, grab the hex harp on your mother's seat. 338 00:43:03,690 --> 00:43:04,690 Come on! 339 00:43:04,890 --> 00:43:05,890 Let's go. 340 00:43:30,540 --> 00:43:31,940 Here you go, sweetheart. 341 00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:33,680 For sustenance. 342 00:43:35,340 --> 00:43:36,340 For sustenance. 343 00:43:38,900 --> 00:43:39,900 You don't want it? 344 00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:48,920 Come on, honey. 345 00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:50,520 Just have a little sip, it'll warn you. 346 00:43:50,980 --> 00:43:51,980 Mmm. 347 00:43:59,360 --> 00:44:00,660 Mmm-hmm. 348 00:44:08,380 --> 00:44:09,380 Go and go. 349 00:44:10,020 --> 00:44:11,020 Well, 350 00:44:23,120 --> 00:44:24,120 thank God. 351 00:44:31,660 --> 00:44:32,760 Where's the tree? 352 00:44:42,030 --> 00:44:43,030 Hmm. 353 00:44:45,380 --> 00:44:46,380 There. 354 00:44:47,240 --> 00:44:48,580 That's the picture. 355 00:44:59,020 --> 00:44:59,380 I'll go home. 356 00:44:59,920 --> 00:45:00,920 Oh. 357 00:45:05,520 --> 00:45:06,540 Come on in. 358 00:45:07,540 --> 00:45:08,540 I'll get that. 359 00:45:08,720 --> 00:45:09,860 Why, because I'm pregnant? 360 00:45:10,720 --> 00:45:11,720 Yeah. 361 00:45:36,760 --> 00:45:37,760 Here. 362 00:45:38,380 --> 00:45:39,380 Thanks. 363 00:45:41,480 --> 00:45:42,480 Mmm. 364 00:45:44,140 --> 00:45:45,140 Fuck. 365 00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:50,120 Ah! 366 00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:54,000 Thank you, Claudia. 367 00:46:00,870 --> 00:46:05,780 Do you remember when you used to make me do things? 368 00:46:09,980 --> 00:46:10,980 Like... 369 00:46:11,240 --> 00:46:12,240 Here. 370 00:46:12,520 --> 00:46:13,600 Bite this apple. 371 00:46:14,360 --> 00:46:15,820 It's sucking in my mouth. 372 00:46:18,380 --> 00:46:19,020 Here. 373 00:46:19,240 --> 00:46:20,580 Smell this ashtray. 374 00:46:20,840 --> 00:46:21,420 Just blow it. 375 00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:21,980 One. 376 00:46:22,600 --> 00:46:23,600 Two. 377 00:46:23,820 --> 00:46:25,320 Ash is all over my fucking face. 378 00:46:29,520 --> 00:46:31,360 I would have done anything. 379 00:46:36,380 --> 00:46:38,220 You were mythic to me. 380 00:46:42,350 --> 00:46:45,230 I remember when I went downstairs after you moved into the basement. 381 00:46:46,490 --> 00:46:52,590 And I realized how smart that was then, but... 382 00:46:53,910 --> 00:46:57,830 I used to look at all of your stuff and used to touch it. 383 00:46:59,950 --> 00:47:03,750 One time I found a razor blade and your purse cut myself on it. 384 00:47:04,990 --> 00:47:06,650 Made the fact that I had to pee her. 385 00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:22,780 I, um... 386 00:47:24,240 --> 00:47:29,481 I know that this is a... sacrifice. 387 00:47:30,980 --> 00:47:32,640 No, what? 388 00:47:34,200 --> 00:47:36,060 It's just you. 389 00:47:37,760 --> 00:47:39,900 And you were so little. 390 00:47:47,270 --> 00:47:48,670 Yeah. 391 00:47:54,150 --> 00:47:55,550 Well... 392 00:47:57,400 --> 00:48:00,200 This is one way to Frankenstein your life. 393 00:48:09,540 --> 00:48:10,540 Maybe... 394 00:48:10,940 --> 00:48:13,160 I've been waiting for this. 395 00:48:39,580 --> 00:48:40,820 Breathe. 396 00:48:42,120 --> 00:48:43,197 Hello. 397 00:48:43,221 --> 00:48:44,221 Hello. 398 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:45,440 Ah! 399 00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:51,080 Okay. 400 00:48:52,940 --> 00:48:53,940 Okay. 401 00:48:54,920 --> 00:48:55,920 Okay. 402 00:48:57,440 --> 00:48:58,440 Okay. 403 00:49:03,520 --> 00:49:04,520 Uh-uh! 404 00:49:08,630 --> 00:49:09,950 Where 405 00:49:36,370 --> 00:49:37,370 is she? 406 00:49:39,010 --> 00:49:41,030 Can I hold her? 407 00:49:43,230 --> 00:49:44,230 Ah, yeah. 408 00:50:15,070 --> 00:50:16,470 I lips her pink. 409 00:50:19,530 --> 00:50:20,530 They're pink. 410 00:51:39,070 --> 00:51:41,490 Just throw it as far as you can. 411 00:52:06,890 --> 00:52:08,070 It's not funny. 412 00:52:12,500 --> 00:52:13,500 Get it. 413 00:53:07,060 --> 00:53:08,060 Sorry. 414 00:53:48,280 --> 00:53:49,920 She's all over you. 415 00:53:51,700 --> 00:53:53,340 You're a fucking liar. 416 00:54:27,440 --> 00:54:29,660 What lived and died between us? 417 00:54:31,960 --> 00:54:33,140 Once me. 418 00:54:34,940 --> 00:54:35,940 Still. 419 00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:40,520 Goddamn, girl. 420 00:54:41,520 --> 00:54:42,860 What do you think of a mermaid? 421 00:54:45,120 --> 00:54:46,120 Yup. 422 00:54:51,540 --> 00:54:52,840 You got something to say? 423 00:54:54,980 --> 00:54:55,980 No way. 424 00:54:58,280 --> 00:54:59,280 Come on! 425 00:55:00,980 --> 00:55:02,160 You deserve this. 426 00:55:03,040 --> 00:55:04,280 You don't want to come with me? 427 00:55:05,100 --> 00:55:06,100 This is crazy. 428 00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:07,540 I'm not even a grad student. 429 00:55:07,780 --> 00:55:09,476 I'm easily strolling the English department. 430 00:55:09,500 --> 00:55:12,140 You think Keezy gives a rat's ass about U of O rules? 431 00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:14,500 You will regret not doing this. 432 00:55:14,800 --> 00:55:16,000 They won't even let me enroll. 433 00:55:16,980 --> 00:55:17,460 Bullshit. 434 00:55:17,720 --> 00:55:18,920 I already told them about you. 435 00:55:20,240 --> 00:55:21,240 These... 436 00:55:25,790 --> 00:55:26,810 He's gonna love you. 437 00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:34,240 You don't want to write a novel with Ken Keezy. 438 00:55:55,960 --> 00:55:56,960 Hey, everyone. 439 00:55:58,300 --> 00:55:58,760 Hey, everybody. 440 00:55:59,200 --> 00:56:00,200 Hey. 441 00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:04,300 All right, idiot. 442 00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:05,960 Hi. 443 00:56:06,200 --> 00:56:07,200 This is Lydia. 444 00:56:09,480 --> 00:56:10,480 Say hi. 445 00:56:10,700 --> 00:56:11,700 Hi. 446 00:56:14,220 --> 00:56:15,220 Well, hello. 447 00:56:16,120 --> 00:56:17,220 What do we have here? 448 00:56:18,320 --> 00:56:19,440 A triple-aged hood seat. 449 00:56:23,000 --> 00:56:24,700 I know what happened to you. 450 00:56:28,890 --> 00:56:29,970 Dethis and motherfucker. 451 00:56:44,460 --> 00:56:46,520 Jeff, you think you can roll one? 452 00:56:47,460 --> 00:56:49,500 I always hate you sitting in a room full of writers. 453 00:57:00,230 --> 00:57:01,350 The chair will be fine. 454 00:57:03,310 --> 00:57:04,590 I want you all... 455 00:57:10,160 --> 00:57:12,240 I want you all to be winners. 456 00:57:13,780 --> 00:57:16,140 I want you to be warriors. 457 00:57:18,020 --> 00:57:19,020 Warriors. 458 00:57:20,300 --> 00:57:21,540 I'll give you the warrior test. 459 00:57:22,340 --> 00:57:23,340 Ship floats. 460 00:57:24,420 --> 00:57:25,420 Cream rises. 461 00:57:26,340 --> 00:57:27,340 Ship floats. 462 00:57:27,940 --> 00:57:28,940 Jerry Rubin. 463 00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:31,840 Cream rises. 464 00:57:39,980 --> 00:57:40,980 Fron Getty. 465 00:57:43,960 --> 00:57:44,960 Lord Buckley. 466 00:57:46,080 --> 00:57:47,080 Lenny Bruce. 467 00:57:48,780 --> 00:57:49,780 The greats. 468 00:57:51,820 --> 00:57:53,160 I want you to be great. 469 00:57:55,760 --> 00:58:00,021 Shit, somebody has got to create our culture 470 00:58:00,045 --> 00:58:02,757 for the next 50 years, and I want it to be you. 471 00:58:02,781 --> 00:58:04,320 There are only two rules. 472 00:58:05,300 --> 00:58:10,440 One, do not talk the plot of our novel to anyone outside this class. 473 00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:17,378 Two, I comprise 50% of the class, so we only write 474 00:58:17,402 --> 00:58:22,537 together because we will publish a parish together. 475 00:58:22,561 --> 00:58:30,561 We got Nelson Auger on the fence. 476 00:58:32,960 --> 00:58:39,717 The job of the writer is to pull the judge down onto the 477 00:58:39,741 --> 00:58:45,140 dock, to make the almighty feel what it's like to be down low. 478 00:58:46,360 --> 00:58:47,400 He'll be all right. 479 00:58:49,420 --> 00:58:50,840 He'll never kill anybody. 480 00:58:52,880 --> 00:58:54,160 So, go. 481 00:58:55,720 --> 00:58:56,720 Right now. 482 00:58:57,880 --> 00:58:59,560 Write some bizarre sentences. 483 00:59:00,200 --> 00:59:01,980 Hey, where are you? 484 00:59:02,980 --> 00:59:05,840 You can't take quailood before the class. 485 00:59:06,900 --> 00:59:08,760 Now, disappear into your imagination. 486 00:59:09,160 --> 00:59:10,160 Come on. 487 00:59:10,600 --> 00:59:11,880 Disappear into your imagination. 488 00:59:12,420 --> 00:59:14,100 Nobody's in the room, but you and that pan. 489 00:59:22,620 --> 00:59:23,680 Here you are. 490 00:59:24,600 --> 00:59:25,600 This is the shit. 491 00:59:30,710 --> 00:59:32,450 I wrote Demon Box in here. 492 00:59:33,710 --> 00:59:35,630 This room here is a creative room here. 493 00:59:35,870 --> 00:59:36,870 It's a creative space. 494 00:59:37,370 --> 00:59:40,570 Hey Bennett, do you need to bring the ludes with you, did you? 495 00:59:41,110 --> 00:59:45,590 You know, those kind of drugs put you into your body, not into your mind. 496 00:59:46,530 --> 00:59:49,790 Stick with the acid, psilocybin, St. Pedro. 497 00:59:50,730 --> 00:59:53,147 Something to disintegrate your ego. 498 00:59:53,171 --> 00:59:56,030 You've been hearing a voice from 499 01:00:01,620 --> 01:00:02,820 what your voice becomes. 500 01:00:08,380 --> 01:00:09,380 Oh, Jesus. 501 01:00:12,240 --> 01:00:14,040 That's supposed to happen. 502 01:00:14,920 --> 01:00:16,760 I got restless knees. 503 01:00:18,860 --> 01:00:19,900 All right. 504 01:00:20,890 --> 01:00:23,120 Let's get outside before the sun descends. 505 01:00:24,420 --> 01:00:28,440 I want you to meet someone. 506 01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:32,720 Come on. 507 01:00:33,400 --> 01:00:34,400 Fuck you, God. 508 01:00:36,380 --> 01:00:37,880 God got the commandments wrong. 509 01:00:38,080 --> 01:00:39,360 I think there's 11 commandments. 510 01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:41,396 And it should be the first commandment. 511 01:00:41,420 --> 01:00:42,420 Have mercy. 512 01:00:42,740 --> 01:00:42,760 Hey. 513 01:00:43,240 --> 01:00:44,280 Lord, have mercy. 514 01:00:45,520 --> 01:00:48,900 Just think if everybody had mercy for each other where we'd be today. 515 01:00:49,440 --> 01:00:51,480 You see a man in the street and needs a few dollars. 516 01:00:51,800 --> 01:00:52,240 Give it to him. 517 01:00:52,360 --> 01:00:52,900 Give it to him. 518 01:00:52,960 --> 01:00:54,137 Mercy needs it. 519 01:00:54,161 --> 01:00:57,540 But he wouldn't ask for it if he didn't need it. 520 01:00:59,880 --> 01:01:00,880 Mercy. 521 01:01:02,300 --> 01:01:05,800 Hire me to rewrite the Bible. 522 01:01:28,380 --> 01:01:30,120 What are you, some kind of mermaid? 523 01:01:39,680 --> 01:01:40,680 Yep. 524 01:01:53,180 --> 01:01:58,257 You know when Jed died, my boy, I wanted this cease to exist. 525 01:01:58,281 --> 01:01:59,281 And 526 01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:09,037 everybody doesn't talk to me. 527 01:02:09,061 --> 01:02:10,960 He said something ass-night. 528 01:02:14,530 --> 01:02:16,310 Lord, I didn't say anything at all. 529 01:02:30,940 --> 01:02:33,160 Nobody understands death anymore. 530 01:02:37,830 --> 01:02:39,150 We used to be sacred. 531 01:02:40,010 --> 01:02:41,010 So sacred. 532 01:02:46,000 --> 01:02:47,000 Oh, shit. 533 01:02:49,340 --> 01:02:51,760 No one's big enough to hold what happens to us. 534 01:02:55,930 --> 01:03:00,490 No one is big enough to hold what happens to us. 535 01:03:06,860 --> 01:03:08,220 You got something to say? 536 01:03:17,310 --> 01:03:18,470 It's in your hands. 537 01:03:30,550 --> 01:03:31,550 Oh, God. 538 01:03:42,700 --> 01:03:44,920 Everything about my father within his hands. 539 01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:52,920 About coordination. 540 01:03:54,100 --> 01:03:57,310 The clay balance. 541 01:03:57,850 --> 01:03:58,850 Dance. 542 01:03:59,010 --> 01:04:00,130 Shadow and light. 543 01:04:02,070 --> 01:04:04,390 Before my father was my father. 544 01:04:05,490 --> 01:04:06,490 He was an artist. 545 01:04:06,990 --> 01:04:07,990 And your daddy. 546 01:04:08,910 --> 01:04:09,910 One of the brothers. 547 01:04:10,890 --> 01:04:11,890 With this drawing. 548 01:04:14,710 --> 01:04:16,830 Before my father was an artist. 549 01:04:18,110 --> 01:04:19,110 He was an athlete. 550 01:04:21,310 --> 01:04:23,610 Before my father was my father. 551 01:04:24,490 --> 01:04:27,430 He was beautiful. 552 01:04:28,670 --> 01:04:29,730 And she was. 553 01:04:30,650 --> 01:04:32,870 Before my father was my father. 554 01:04:33,870 --> 01:04:35,090 He was a boy. 555 01:04:35,910 --> 01:04:37,070 Just a boy. 556 01:04:38,110 --> 01:04:39,430 Who found my mother. 557 01:04:40,190 --> 01:04:41,750 Cut his tongue. 558 01:04:47,760 --> 01:04:49,540 Before I hated him. 559 01:04:51,180 --> 01:04:52,480 I loved him. 560 01:04:58,560 --> 01:04:59,560 Look up. 561 01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:01,089 You know, if you don't look where you're 562 01:05:01,113 --> 01:05:02,736 going, when you're going to crash, you hear me? 563 01:05:02,760 --> 01:05:05,880 And you get to the bottom of the hill and you just break enough to make a turn. 564 01:05:06,060 --> 01:05:07,060 Okay? 565 01:05:10,920 --> 01:05:11,920 Go. 566 01:05:12,180 --> 01:05:13,180 Keep going. 567 01:05:15,580 --> 01:05:16,580 Keep your head up. 568 01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:37,040 You don't want a 569 01:05:43,880 --> 01:05:44,880 chapter? 570 01:06:10,690 --> 01:06:11,690 Hey. 571 01:06:14,150 --> 01:06:15,150 Hello. 572 01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:21,520 I'm a writer. 573 01:06:36,590 --> 01:06:37,770 Thank you. 574 01:06:38,710 --> 01:06:39,930 Thank you. 575 01:06:40,350 --> 01:06:44,290 We are gathered because we want to see the results. 576 01:06:45,090 --> 01:06:49,250 We want to witness the results of this experiment. 577 01:06:50,010 --> 01:06:53,870 A collaborative novel written by us. 578 01:06:54,850 --> 01:06:58,622 Please, let's welcome the first of the not so 579 01:06:58,646 --> 01:07:04,930 merry pranksters to the stage to present Caverns. 580 01:07:05,770 --> 01:07:06,770 Lydia! 581 01:07:06,910 --> 01:07:07,910 Come on up. 582 01:07:31,010 --> 01:07:32,010 Hello. 583 01:07:34,830 --> 01:07:35,110 Hello. 584 01:07:35,670 --> 01:07:36,970 Hi, my name. 585 01:07:37,350 --> 01:07:38,350 There you go. 586 01:07:38,410 --> 01:07:39,190 Thank you. 587 01:07:39,310 --> 01:07:40,970 Thank you. 588 01:07:41,850 --> 01:07:42,850 Lydia's father. 589 01:07:44,170 --> 01:07:45,330 What can I say? 590 01:07:45,470 --> 01:07:53,050 I'm a great admirer of yours. 591 01:07:54,430 --> 01:07:56,850 Lydia and I, we saw a cooklessness stand out. 592 01:07:57,370 --> 01:07:59,930 Sometimes a great notion together and it's just great. 593 01:08:00,930 --> 01:08:01,930 Great books. 594 01:08:04,910 --> 01:08:07,050 You know, my... 595 01:08:08,230 --> 01:08:09,230 Lydia, you hear her? 596 01:08:10,970 --> 01:08:12,650 She can knock it out of the park. 597 01:08:17,340 --> 01:08:18,820 Do you want me to sign that? 598 01:08:23,240 --> 01:08:24,380 Thanks for coming, Dad. 599 01:08:29,830 --> 01:08:30,950 Okay. 600 01:08:32,650 --> 01:08:34,771 Two... Mike? 601 01:08:35,130 --> 01:08:36,250 Please. 602 01:08:37,990 --> 01:08:39,350 She's Mike. 603 01:08:43,410 --> 01:08:44,530 The... 604 01:08:54,170 --> 01:08:55,550 Day of life. 605 01:09:01,060 --> 01:09:02,060 Day of life. 606 01:09:02,380 --> 01:09:03,440 Yeah. 607 01:09:16,540 --> 01:09:17,540 I've 608 01:09:23,670 --> 01:09:26,570 seen a lot of writers come and go. 609 01:09:30,960 --> 01:09:32,140 You've got this stuff. 610 01:09:38,780 --> 01:09:39,980 You've got this stuff for you. 611 01:09:40,800 --> 01:09:41,800 Here. 612 01:09:44,060 --> 01:09:45,060 Here. 613 01:09:47,600 --> 01:09:50,800 He comes to the most spiritual beach on earth. 614 01:09:52,880 --> 01:09:53,880 Hold that. 615 01:09:55,920 --> 01:09:57,140 You can hold it off. 616 01:10:00,640 --> 01:10:01,800 You're gonna hold it all. 617 01:10:09,850 --> 01:10:10,850 So... 618 01:10:11,650 --> 01:10:12,830 So what's next? 619 01:10:16,320 --> 01:10:17,320 Next. 620 01:10:17,460 --> 01:10:17,700 Next. 621 01:10:18,460 --> 01:10:19,460 What is next? 622 01:10:20,000 --> 01:10:21,000 I 623 01:10:27,110 --> 01:10:30,270 Wanna write the sound in the fury. 624 01:10:41,640 --> 01:10:43,220 Of course you do. 625 01:10:45,240 --> 01:10:46,540 Oh boy. 626 01:10:52,070 --> 01:10:53,710 See if I can catch it. 627 01:10:54,150 --> 01:10:54,447 Ready? 628 01:10:54,471 --> 01:10:55,471 Yeah. 629 01:10:56,110 --> 01:10:57,570 Ah shit. 630 01:10:59,790 --> 01:11:00,790 Ah. 631 01:11:01,730 --> 01:11:04,150 You're not writing on that going in. 632 01:11:04,290 --> 01:11:05,290 Yeah. 633 01:11:07,770 --> 01:11:09,810 It has no metaphor. 634 01:11:11,010 --> 01:11:11,410 Okay. 635 01:11:11,910 --> 01:11:12,910 Fucking metaphors. 636 01:11:14,270 --> 01:11:14,550 Okay. 637 01:11:14,730 --> 01:11:16,070 It's just a rock that fell. 638 01:11:16,830 --> 01:11:17,830 I'm 639 01:11:25,100 --> 01:11:28,117 gonna give the rock and I'm gonna go pee. 640 01:11:28,141 --> 01:11:29,141 All right. 641 01:11:29,480 --> 01:11:31,280 Oh yeah, there we go. 642 01:11:31,720 --> 01:11:32,720 You got it. 643 01:11:35,820 --> 01:11:37,900 That was the last time I saw him. 644 01:11:39,000 --> 01:11:40,480 You can write girl. 645 01:11:41,400 --> 01:11:43,760 I'm of the opinion that he drowned. 646 01:11:51,150 --> 01:11:53,230 Caddy wants to fuck. 647 01:11:53,730 --> 01:11:54,850 She's insatiable. 648 01:11:55,770 --> 01:12:00,747 And because her neighbor boy man has a giant pants bulge and a sound that comes 649 01:12:00,771 --> 01:12:04,647 out of him instead of language, she goes over to his house and she removes 650 01:12:04,671 --> 01:12:07,750 all of her clothes so he finally fucks her. 651 01:12:08,890 --> 01:12:10,230 And crushes her. 652 01:12:12,250 --> 01:12:16,510 He fucks her to death and she loves it. 653 01:12:17,230 --> 01:12:20,350 And she laughs until she cries and an ambulance has to come. 654 01:12:20,850 --> 01:12:21,850 But it's too late. 655 01:12:23,210 --> 01:12:24,970 That is the sound in the fury. 656 01:12:26,710 --> 01:12:27,710 Try. 657 01:12:29,130 --> 01:12:31,390 Look, I've already read the sound in the fury. 658 01:12:32,090 --> 01:12:34,490 Were you working Faulkner or some college shit? 659 01:12:39,630 --> 01:12:41,110 Maybe try something original. 660 01:12:42,990 --> 01:12:43,990 God. 661 01:12:46,050 --> 01:12:47,150 I hate them. 662 01:12:47,890 --> 01:12:48,890 Hey. 663 01:12:48,990 --> 01:12:50,770 What the hell does he know? 664 01:12:51,390 --> 01:12:52,710 It is original. 665 01:12:53,590 --> 01:12:54,810 It's a fucking pastiche. 666 01:12:55,930 --> 01:12:56,930 Hey! 667 01:12:57,210 --> 01:12:58,210 Hey! 668 01:12:58,850 --> 01:13:00,087 You wanna go to the coast? 669 01:13:00,111 --> 01:13:01,111 I got his room. 670 01:13:01,590 --> 01:13:02,590 Hi, Hannah. 671 01:13:02,890 --> 01:13:05,050 We're actually gonna work on these this weekend, right? 672 01:13:05,310 --> 01:13:05,670 Come on. 673 01:13:05,950 --> 01:13:06,950 She'll fly to London. 674 01:13:07,570 --> 01:13:08,570 Okay. 675 01:13:12,240 --> 01:13:13,240 Oh. 676 01:13:13,460 --> 01:13:17,320 I fucking dare you. 677 01:13:18,100 --> 01:13:18,640 Time. 678 01:13:18,960 --> 01:13:19,500 Time. 679 01:13:19,960 --> 01:13:20,140 Time. 680 01:13:20,240 --> 01:13:21,240 Time. 681 01:13:25,040 --> 01:13:25,340 Anytime. 682 01:13:25,900 --> 01:13:26,900 Anytime. 683 01:13:27,360 --> 01:13:27,760 Anywhere time. 684 01:13:28,240 --> 01:13:28,400 Anything. 685 01:13:28,780 --> 01:13:28,820 Anything. 686 01:13:29,060 --> 01:13:29,237 Anything. 687 01:13:29,261 --> 01:13:29,697 Be careful. 688 01:13:29,721 --> 01:13:31,680 To feel absolutely nothing. 689 01:13:34,940 --> 01:13:38,720 I'm gonna grab some firewood. 690 01:13:39,500 --> 01:13:40,860 Don't know anything I wouldn't do. 691 01:14:03,430 --> 01:14:05,610 Is this like a... 692 01:14:06,710 --> 01:14:08,250 a fuck trip? 693 01:14:11,390 --> 01:14:12,390 What? 694 01:14:13,590 --> 01:14:14,590 What? 695 01:14:17,190 --> 01:14:19,170 I never... I never had my pussy. 696 01:14:23,070 --> 01:14:24,070 I 697 01:15:28,740 --> 01:15:30,520 Wanted to stay like that. 698 01:15:40,020 --> 01:15:41,800 Outside of any word. 699 01:16:17,760 --> 01:16:19,200 You okay? 700 01:17:05,960 --> 01:17:07,220 I love you. 701 01:17:07,440 --> 01:17:09,660 I love 702 01:17:18,990 --> 01:17:18,967 you. 703 01:17:18,991 --> 01:17:19,107 I love you. 704 01:17:19,131 --> 01:17:19,427 I love you. 705 01:17:19,451 --> 01:17:20,451 I really love you. 706 01:17:43,580 --> 01:17:44,580 I'll see you later. 707 01:17:58,920 --> 01:17:59,920 In water. 708 01:18:02,020 --> 01:18:03,020 Like in books. 709 01:18:05,960 --> 01:18:07,360 You can leave your life. 710 01:18:32,080 --> 01:18:34,300 I remember a happy childhood. 711 01:18:35,760 --> 01:18:43,120 We die, we swim, we race, we laugh like other people's children. 712 01:18:52,830 --> 01:18:57,107 I remember first and last name, it's like He calls him creamless and the 713 01:18:57,131 --> 01:19:01,830 ring, Coelabelle, wind, Coelabelle, and Coelabelle, 714 01:19:05,220 --> 01:19:07,280 making song loops in my skull. 715 01:19:07,800 --> 01:19:10,060 Come on 716 01:19:33,320 --> 01:19:34,320 home. 717 01:19:35,200 --> 01:19:36,440 Isn't that the kissing disease? 718 01:19:41,540 --> 01:19:42,540 Don't be silly. 719 01:19:46,180 --> 01:19:47,540 Everything's gonna be okay, Belle. 720 01:19:47,800 --> 01:19:48,120 You'll see. 721 01:19:48,600 --> 01:19:49,600 You're gonna feel better. 722 01:19:53,440 --> 01:19:55,460 And your dad's gonna take real good care of you. 723 01:19:58,140 --> 01:19:58,680 Aren't you? 724 01:19:59,080 --> 01:19:59,860 We'll be all right. 725 01:20:00,040 --> 01:20:00,260 Okay. 726 01:20:00,460 --> 01:20:01,780 Mama's gonna go sell some houses. 727 01:20:12,040 --> 01:20:13,180 All right, baby girl. 728 01:20:14,860 --> 01:20:16,280 You just give it a couple of days. 729 01:20:23,320 --> 01:20:28,517 It is language letting me say how four weeks can be years. 730 01:20:28,541 --> 01:20:36,320 It is the yielding expense of a white page. 731 01:21:15,090 --> 01:21:17,010 Have you shown these to anyone? 732 01:21:29,050 --> 01:21:31,830 It's getting scarves. 733 01:21:32,730 --> 01:21:38,720 People always ask me why my work is so dark. 734 01:21:40,980 --> 01:21:43,800 What do you know about pain, Lydia? 735 01:21:46,960 --> 01:21:47,960 Um... 736 01:21:49,600 --> 01:21:54,820 I know that it matters to me. 737 01:21:57,440 --> 01:21:58,760 I'm gonna take care of you. 738 01:22:03,550 --> 01:22:04,550 Do you understand? 739 01:22:10,690 --> 01:22:12,390 No, ask me for what you want. 740 01:22:20,070 --> 01:22:21,950 That's not right, Angel. 741 01:22:26,890 --> 01:22:33,290 Um... I... want... you too. 742 01:22:34,030 --> 01:22:35,190 Hmm? 743 01:22:37,910 --> 01:22:38,910 Knock it out of me. 744 01:22:41,130 --> 01:22:46,370 Do you want me? 745 01:22:48,210 --> 01:22:50,110 Where would you like to be with? 746 01:22:51,210 --> 01:22:52,210 Angel. 747 01:22:56,420 --> 01:22:57,420 Everywhere? 748 01:23:02,850 --> 01:23:04,410 Take it somewhere. 749 01:23:07,950 --> 01:23:09,770 Take the pain somewhere. 750 01:23:41,980 --> 01:23:43,800 I'm not trying to creep you out. 751 01:23:52,160 --> 01:23:53,580 I'm trying to be precise. 752 01:24:03,580 --> 01:24:05,440 At the moment, my mother was whining. 753 01:24:05,700 --> 01:24:06,780 Daddy was smelling my cunt. 754 01:24:07,060 --> 01:24:08,860 I've reached my best moment now, he explained. 755 01:24:09,080 --> 01:24:10,680 Now I was sure what he was referring to. 756 01:24:10,880 --> 01:24:12,000 This is the moment of truth. 757 01:24:12,440 --> 01:24:14,320 I'm going off, off, off, jacking it off. 758 01:24:14,640 --> 01:24:16,320 My hands are gonna be broken from this one. 759 01:24:16,440 --> 01:24:17,816 I don't even recognize my own body. 760 01:24:17,840 --> 01:24:18,340 It doesn't matter. 761 01:24:18,620 --> 01:24:19,140 I know you're mine. 762 01:24:19,560 --> 01:24:20,020 I made you. 763 01:24:20,300 --> 01:24:20,880 I'm making you. 764 01:24:21,220 --> 01:24:22,420 I swore I'd live for pleasure. 765 01:24:22,660 --> 01:24:23,860 My tongue is fucking enormous. 766 01:24:24,140 --> 01:24:24,360 Feel it. 767 01:24:24,460 --> 01:24:25,656 It's reaching down to my waist. 768 01:24:25,680 --> 01:24:28,220 You're seeing your actual father in his moment of truth. 769 01:24:28,680 --> 01:24:29,697 God Almighty, nothing matters. 770 01:24:29,721 --> 01:24:30,721 You're my God. 771 01:24:30,900 --> 01:24:31,420 My daughter. 772 01:24:31,840 --> 01:24:32,580 I worship you. 773 01:24:32,780 --> 01:24:34,360 I beg you to do it so I can please you. 774 01:24:34,460 --> 01:24:34,940 Now look at it. 775 01:24:35,040 --> 01:24:36,620 It's big in my corkscrewing hand. 776 01:24:36,920 --> 01:24:37,420 Kiss it. 777 01:24:37,700 --> 01:24:38,880 My father explained again. 778 01:24:39,120 --> 01:24:40,940 I am fucking God and I made God. 779 01:24:41,300 --> 01:24:41,880 Holy shit. 780 01:24:42,080 --> 01:24:43,956 All I have to do is look at God and God is happy. 781 01:24:43,980 --> 01:24:45,060 Because I've made God come. 782 01:24:45,240 --> 01:24:45,920 God is in heaven. 783 01:24:46,200 --> 01:24:46,580 I'm in heaven. 784 01:24:46,840 --> 01:24:48,416 And I've died the whole world in heaven. 785 01:24:48,440 --> 01:24:49,640 I'm coming all over your face. 786 01:24:50,000 --> 01:24:51,000 I looked up his sperm. 787 01:24:51,080 --> 01:24:52,080 Just make me sick. 788 01:24:53,980 --> 01:24:54,980 What 789 01:25:12,120 --> 01:25:13,500 the hell do you think you are? 790 01:25:15,960 --> 01:25:17,500 My father's daughter. 791 01:26:01,820 --> 01:26:02,820 You're one. 792 01:26:04,260 --> 01:26:05,260 Most 793 01:26:07,970 --> 01:26:10,930 of the time I was born in New York. 794 01:26:12,070 --> 01:26:14,030 I felt nothing about myself. 795 01:26:14,690 --> 01:26:16,290 I did that. 796 01:26:17,590 --> 01:26:18,870 We drank the laugh. 797 01:26:20,050 --> 01:26:22,310 We make fuss body paint shadows. 798 01:26:24,170 --> 01:26:25,670 We make performance art. 799 01:26:26,510 --> 01:26:27,067 We perform ourselves. 800 01:26:27,091 --> 01:26:28,091 Fuck you. 801 01:26:36,350 --> 01:26:42,390 We carve each other's names into our bodies. 802 01:26:51,770 --> 01:26:53,887 We fuck septic. 803 01:26:53,911 --> 01:26:56,870 I'm right in front of me there and I can see that there was nothing. 804 01:26:57,890 --> 01:26:59,290 I don't ever realize what. 805 01:26:59,910 --> 01:27:00,410 I don't ever realize what. 806 01:27:00,510 --> 01:27:00,790 I don't ever realize what. 807 01:27:00,970 --> 01:27:01,970 I fucking marry you. 808 01:27:05,770 --> 01:27:07,030 To my contour team. 809 01:27:08,450 --> 01:27:09,770 I'm so happy this. 810 01:27:13,550 --> 01:27:14,870 Two skittier six. 811 01:27:16,750 --> 01:27:18,270 Underwater stories start itching. 812 01:27:19,610 --> 01:27:21,790 And yelling begins a ribbon and drinking that flatter. 813 01:27:21,970 --> 01:27:25,267 Go back to kissing women I know and kissing women I don't know. 814 01:27:25,291 --> 01:27:27,350 And what is a couple over time but a line? 815 01:27:27,550 --> 01:27:28,790 I'll show you the fucking line. 816 01:27:28,870 --> 01:27:31,310 Your fucking bullshit is taking over the house. 817 01:27:31,710 --> 01:27:33,010 It was taking over the house. 818 01:28:14,920 --> 01:28:16,400 I didn't want to drink. 819 01:28:18,820 --> 01:28:20,300 I wanted to write. 820 01:28:36,810 --> 01:28:38,490 You're seven of the finish my dissertation. 821 01:28:45,430 --> 01:28:46,050 You're eight. 822 01:28:46,270 --> 01:28:47,270 I got a PhD. 823 01:29:03,850 --> 01:29:04,850 You're ten. 824 01:29:05,850 --> 01:29:06,850 You pretend. 825 01:29:11,720 --> 01:29:12,720 You're seven. 826 01:29:16,450 --> 01:29:18,610 You love me until I die. 827 01:29:23,140 --> 01:29:25,840 You said we would die together in love. 828 01:29:46,010 --> 01:29:47,150 Where are you? 829 01:29:54,360 --> 01:29:55,620 There is the past. 830 01:30:11,860 --> 01:30:13,820 You would love a woman like me. 831 01:30:57,750 --> 01:30:58,990 Don't you dare. 832 01:33:00,860 --> 01:33:03,120 The date of every day. 833 01:33:26,700 --> 01:33:27,700 What? 834 01:34:05,470 --> 01:34:06,470 The 835 01:34:24,900 --> 01:34:26,860 day my daughter was born. 836 01:34:29,200 --> 01:34:30,920 After I held the future. 837 01:34:35,300 --> 01:34:36,560 Still born. 838 01:34:40,240 --> 01:34:41,240 And pink. 839 01:34:46,420 --> 01:34:47,620 And rose-lipped. 840 01:34:50,080 --> 01:34:53,220 And rose-lipped in my shivering arms. 841 01:34:54,740 --> 01:34:58,140 Little tragedies are difficult to keep straight. 842 01:35:03,480 --> 01:35:06,880 Chronology convinces us we are moving toward a real place. 843 01:35:07,520 --> 01:35:09,020 Swimmers to your marks. 844 01:35:10,020 --> 01:35:11,260 A gunshot. 845 01:35:12,400 --> 01:35:14,540 A gunshot released our tense flesh. 846 01:35:16,400 --> 01:35:20,960 Fathers are often uncontainable while the little women swam for their lives. 847 01:35:24,100 --> 01:35:25,100 Swim. 848 01:35:26,100 --> 01:35:27,100 Hurry. 849 01:35:28,320 --> 01:35:29,800 Come on, baby. 850 01:35:31,480 --> 01:35:32,480 Harder. 851 01:35:33,200 --> 01:35:34,200 Harder. 852 01:35:35,420 --> 01:35:35,760 Faster. 853 01:35:36,200 --> 01:35:42,400 A cacophony of men swelling and pressing down on the wet motion. 854 01:35:44,420 --> 01:35:48,300 How many times did I slip into the chlorinated depths? 855 01:35:50,140 --> 01:35:56,400 Secretly hoping to shed this useless skin and emerge something. 856 01:36:01,440 --> 01:36:02,440 And fibis. 857 01:36:04,500 --> 01:36:06,080 And without gender. 858 01:36:14,650 --> 01:36:16,130 This thing is... 859 01:36:20,130 --> 01:36:23,430 this letting everything in. 860 01:36:24,870 --> 01:36:27,810 And waiting to see what comes out. 861 01:36:31,330 --> 01:36:32,330 It's creepy. 862 01:36:34,670 --> 01:36:35,670 An idiotic. 863 01:36:37,850 --> 01:36:45,050 It's starting to piss me off that I have to even think about that hole. 864 01:36:45,590 --> 01:36:48,110 What I am saying is... 865 01:36:52,250 --> 01:36:56,590 there is a woman in a room who is tired of looking down. 866 01:36:59,600 --> 01:37:00,600 Leading. 867 01:37:03,240 --> 01:37:04,860 Bury an itching. 868 01:37:05,980 --> 01:37:06,980 An aching. 869 01:37:08,680 --> 01:37:11,180 And tired of her leaving open. 870 01:37:12,540 --> 01:37:15,700 With no hope of situring herself up. 871 01:37:26,410 --> 01:37:28,250 It isn't that I want it gone. 872 01:37:32,470 --> 01:37:40,470 It's that I want wanting to come from somewhere else. 873 01:37:48,390 --> 01:37:52,670 There are moments between years of service with grateful. 874 01:37:54,870 --> 01:37:56,050 Remind me why we're here. 875 01:37:56,770 --> 01:37:57,930 I thought this was your idea. 876 01:37:58,790 --> 01:37:59,790 I came here with you. 877 01:38:04,600 --> 01:38:05,600 Delusion. 878 01:38:14,280 --> 01:38:15,280 She begged. 879 01:38:21,970 --> 01:38:23,090 I changed my name. 880 01:39:03,220 --> 01:39:04,220 Kill. 881 01:39:05,340 --> 01:39:07,960 Or suck the killing back. 882 01:39:12,720 --> 01:39:14,060 And pump it. 883 01:39:14,820 --> 01:39:18,100 Into this story of someone else. 884 01:39:20,760 --> 01:39:25,760 My father lost his memory from hypoxia that day. 885 01:39:30,440 --> 01:39:32,240 I did not kill him. 886 01:39:32,920 --> 01:39:35,640 I did not save him. 887 01:39:37,640 --> 01:39:41,200 I am learning to live on land. 888 01:39:50,310 --> 01:39:50,930 Thanks. 889 01:39:51,270 --> 01:39:53,170 But have 890 01:40:07,110 --> 01:40:09,190 your parents read this story? 891 01:40:10,770 --> 01:40:11,870 Enjoy New York. 892 01:40:12,570 --> 01:40:13,730 You're going to get an agent. 893 01:40:17,230 --> 01:40:18,830 This is so nice to meet you. 894 01:40:18,910 --> 01:40:19,910 Thank you for being here. 895 01:40:20,710 --> 01:40:21,710 Excuse me. 896 01:40:22,710 --> 01:40:23,930 Do you have anything? 897 01:40:26,950 --> 01:40:27,950 Stronger? 898 01:40:28,690 --> 01:40:29,690 Thanks. 899 01:40:34,620 --> 01:40:36,580 Carol Hochsmith, not in publishing. 900 01:40:38,960 --> 01:40:40,760 It's pretty impressive what you did up there. 901 01:40:42,500 --> 01:40:43,500 Thank you. 902 01:40:44,260 --> 01:40:45,260 No. 903 01:40:45,440 --> 01:40:46,440 Really. 904 01:40:46,970 --> 01:40:47,970 It didn't look easy. 905 01:40:49,240 --> 01:40:50,240 Tell me. 906 01:40:50,880 --> 01:40:52,440 Is there any more where that came from? 907 01:40:52,640 --> 01:40:53,880 Something a little wider. 908 01:40:58,320 --> 01:40:59,700 You should send me something. 909 01:41:05,070 --> 01:41:07,430 It's just that... 910 01:41:09,700 --> 01:41:14,460 Something in me had been born... 911 01:41:15,440 --> 01:41:16,440 Still. 912 01:41:48,280 --> 01:41:50,060 It's a small stem we carry. 913 01:41:54,690 --> 01:41:56,670 Shame of wanting something good. 914 01:45:00,660 --> 01:45:00,997 You did it. 915 01:45:01,021 --> 01:45:00,997 You did it. 916 01:45:01,021 --> 01:45:00,997 You don't get it. 917 01:45:01,021 --> 01:45:02,021 Hey, what are you doing? 918 01:45:02,320 --> 01:45:03,320 Keep it moving. 919 01:45:22,140 --> 01:45:23,140 Hi. 920 01:45:27,060 --> 01:45:28,060 Chop and block. 921 01:45:28,780 --> 01:45:29,780 Peer review. 922 01:45:30,700 --> 01:45:31,700 Who wants to go first? 923 01:45:32,000 --> 01:45:33,000 Oh, I'm sorry. 924 01:45:33,640 --> 01:45:34,640 Really helpful. 925 01:45:35,140 --> 01:45:37,360 You know, you can't look the wrong way. 926 01:45:39,510 --> 01:45:41,210 Your one is just as important as your own. 927 01:45:41,410 --> 01:45:44,230 You have to... It has to hurt, but I'm excited for you. 928 01:46:42,020 --> 01:46:44,680 Something small and specific caught in my eye. 929 01:46:45,200 --> 01:46:46,220 An important detail. 930 01:46:47,120 --> 01:46:49,200 A bruise on the bridge of her nose. 931 01:46:49,900 --> 01:46:51,900 Letting me know that her eyes were blue, like mine. 932 01:46:51,980 --> 01:46:52,077 Hey! 933 01:46:52,101 --> 01:46:53,101 Hey! 934 01:46:54,940 --> 01:46:55,940 How much? 935 01:46:58,660 --> 01:47:00,500 I pay her pimp a hundred dollars. 936 01:47:01,300 --> 01:47:02,300 I ask her in. 937 01:47:02,940 --> 01:47:04,120 I tell her to sit down. 938 01:47:08,210 --> 01:47:10,230 In the story, I say... 939 01:47:10,790 --> 01:47:12,350 This is what it feels like to be me. 940 01:47:13,710 --> 01:47:15,650 A woman who teaches English. 941 01:47:17,130 --> 01:47:19,910 Looking down at a woman who sucks dicks all day. 942 01:47:20,210 --> 01:47:21,270 She sits on my couch. 943 01:47:22,290 --> 01:47:23,290 Smoking. 944 01:47:25,110 --> 01:47:28,330 When I look at her, I think she looks like Mary. 945 01:47:30,390 --> 01:47:35,770 Whenever I see an image of Christ, I picture Mary so drawn and gone, 946 01:47:36,010 --> 01:47:40,171 I'm tired and angry to the point of emaciation that she can barely wear her own face. 947 01:47:50,720 --> 01:47:53,280 In the story, I say... 948 01:47:55,760 --> 01:47:56,840 What am I gonna do? 949 01:47:58,540 --> 01:47:59,540 Teacher? 950 01:48:02,240 --> 01:48:07,481 This is what me, an addict, upwardly mobile, given something 951 01:48:07,505 --> 01:48:11,160 as infinitesimally small as words to believe in, thinks. 952 01:48:12,380 --> 01:48:13,560 I'm looking at her. 953 01:48:18,870 --> 01:48:19,910 Offer words. 954 01:48:33,880 --> 01:48:35,460 People will say to me all the time. 955 01:48:37,160 --> 01:48:40,600 Did the things in your short stories actually happen? 956 01:48:44,240 --> 01:48:47,340 Isn't that the question? 957 01:48:48,740 --> 01:48:50,300 When it comes to life? 958 01:48:56,130 --> 01:48:58,270 Did this really happen to me? 959 01:49:07,050 --> 01:49:08,050 Andy. 960 01:49:09,830 --> 01:49:10,890 I don't know. 961 01:49:18,940 --> 01:49:21,580 The things that happen to us are true. 962 01:49:24,300 --> 01:49:28,297 The writing is a whole other body. 963 01:49:28,321 --> 01:49:32,060 I was hoping we could discuss my manuscript. 964 01:49:33,840 --> 01:49:34,920 Oh, of course. 965 01:49:35,900 --> 01:49:36,900 Yeah. 966 01:49:38,700 --> 01:49:40,480 I also want to loan you my car. 967 01:49:45,070 --> 01:49:46,290 Saw you were taking the bus. 968 01:49:47,970 --> 01:49:49,430 I happen to have two cars. 969 01:50:04,270 --> 01:50:05,270 Hey. 970 01:50:27,800 --> 01:50:30,740 You can tell a lot about a person from seeing them in the water. 971 01:50:33,200 --> 01:50:34,200 Thank you. 972 01:50:37,710 --> 01:50:38,710 For what? 973 01:50:38,950 --> 01:50:40,190 It's a lot of me swimming here. 974 01:50:41,170 --> 01:50:42,570 I've read a couple of your stories. 975 01:50:42,790 --> 01:50:44,230 I know that swimming is a huge deal. 976 01:50:46,050 --> 01:50:47,630 I always want my students to just run. 977 01:50:49,230 --> 01:50:51,710 You know, I wanted to say I've seen you a couple times before. 978 01:50:52,870 --> 01:50:55,882 Yeah, I read about Ken Keezy teaching at U of O when I was 979 01:50:55,906 --> 01:50:58,750 abroad, and I applied to the program, but it already happened. 980 01:51:00,050 --> 01:51:00,687 No shit. 981 01:51:00,711 --> 01:51:02,690 Yeah, I know. 982 01:51:03,450 --> 01:51:06,310 And I've seen you stomping around to create a fighting department. 983 01:51:08,350 --> 01:51:10,270 I was in the reading you gave a grilling. 984 01:51:11,950 --> 01:51:15,130 Oh, that's weird. 985 01:51:19,470 --> 01:51:25,690 That was a weird day for me. 986 01:51:28,550 --> 01:51:29,550 Why? 987 01:51:38,320 --> 01:51:39,320 My father. 988 01:51:42,240 --> 01:51:44,000 Was my... 989 01:51:44,500 --> 01:51:50,230 My father... My father? 990 01:51:52,770 --> 01:51:53,930 Was abusive. 991 01:51:55,590 --> 01:51:58,340 My father. 992 01:52:01,700 --> 01:52:02,700 How's that? 993 01:52:05,260 --> 01:52:06,260 Sexual? 994 01:52:07,660 --> 01:52:09,060 Well... 995 01:52:09,700 --> 01:52:10,800 It sucks. 996 01:52:20,300 --> 01:52:23,260 I hope something carmically fucking happened to him. 997 01:52:25,140 --> 01:52:26,140 Yeah. 998 01:52:29,530 --> 01:52:30,530 Kind of, actually. 999 01:52:31,090 --> 01:52:32,090 I did. 1000 01:52:32,890 --> 01:52:33,890 Excellent. 1001 01:52:40,830 --> 01:52:44,250 It was a long time ago. 1002 01:52:44,370 --> 01:52:45,890 I was a totally different person then. 1003 01:52:47,750 --> 01:52:48,810 So who are you now? 1004 01:52:51,790 --> 01:52:52,790 I'm your teacher. 1005 01:52:59,630 --> 01:53:01,470 You can teach you how to take my car. 1006 01:53:02,180 --> 01:53:03,180 I 1007 01:53:25,270 --> 01:53:29,010 Don't quite know how to tell you what it feels like. 1008 01:53:32,530 --> 01:53:35,210 Watching the little woman swim for her life. 1009 01:53:39,030 --> 01:53:40,270 I mean... 1010 01:54:01,750 --> 01:54:03,610 Are you fucking insane? 1011 01:54:11,240 --> 01:54:12,240 No. 1012 01:54:31,180 --> 01:54:33,440 I can see the mother in you. 1013 01:54:43,320 --> 01:54:45,360 There's more to your story than you think. 1014 01:55:06,730 --> 01:55:07,790 Ha ha! 1015 01:55:10,110 --> 01:55:15,350 Ha ha! 1016 01:55:17,490 --> 01:55:18,490 Look 1017 01:55:55,500 --> 01:55:58,000 at this. 1018 01:56:13,530 --> 01:56:14,770 Look at the shorts. 1019 01:56:19,580 --> 01:56:20,580 Huh? 1020 01:56:22,480 --> 01:56:23,480 Mmm? 1021 01:56:26,200 --> 01:56:27,200 Whoa! 1022 01:57:09,960 --> 01:57:11,940 What about the room? 1023 01:57:13,160 --> 01:57:17,060 They said it would be ready tomorrow, for sure. 1024 01:57:19,770 --> 01:57:22,490 I must have been a weird ride. 1025 01:57:26,220 --> 01:57:29,280 Thank you. 1026 01:57:29,900 --> 01:57:30,900 Don't ever. 1027 01:57:39,900 --> 01:57:40,900 I'm good. 1028 01:57:41,980 --> 01:57:42,980 Yeah. 1029 01:57:43,580 --> 01:57:44,580 Yeah. 1030 01:57:58,840 --> 01:57:59,840 Hi, Dad. 1031 01:58:00,260 --> 01:58:01,260 Hi, Lou. 1032 01:58:02,040 --> 01:58:03,700 No, it's me, Slidio. 1033 01:58:04,680 --> 01:58:05,780 I know that, Gail. 1034 01:58:17,930 --> 01:58:18,930 I read that book. 1035 01:58:19,770 --> 01:58:24,350 Do you know who wrote it? 1036 01:58:29,290 --> 01:58:30,290 You. 1037 01:58:31,370 --> 01:58:32,370 That's right. 1038 01:58:36,100 --> 01:58:37,620 Did you read all of the stories? 1039 01:58:38,320 --> 01:58:38,597 Yeah. 1040 01:58:38,621 --> 01:58:39,621 Yeah. 1041 01:58:40,860 --> 01:58:42,060 That was one about swimming. 1042 01:58:42,420 --> 01:58:46,310 I like that. 1043 01:58:48,690 --> 01:58:49,690 Thank you. 1044 01:58:52,130 --> 01:58:53,710 All right, flattering of me, though. 1045 01:58:57,360 --> 01:58:58,360 That's random. 1046 01:59:07,900 --> 01:59:11,260 You know, I'm one of prize for that story. 1047 01:59:13,260 --> 01:59:14,260 I got to go to New York. 1048 01:59:24,820 --> 01:59:25,900 Well, isn't that something? 1049 01:59:30,620 --> 01:59:32,060 It's beautiful here. 1050 01:59:35,580 --> 01:59:37,580 Is there a real home you have here? 1051 01:59:42,800 --> 01:59:43,800 Well done. 1052 01:59:44,440 --> 01:59:46,200 Well done, you. 1053 01:59:47,400 --> 01:59:52,060 The safest memories are locked away in the brains of people you can't remember. 1054 01:59:52,680 --> 01:59:53,680 Oh! 1055 01:59:53,820 --> 01:59:54,600 Oh, get her mic. 1056 01:59:54,840 --> 01:59:55,840 Get her mic. 1057 01:59:56,300 --> 01:59:57,100 No, I don't. 1058 01:59:57,260 --> 01:59:58,340 You're too good, you son. 1059 02:00:00,500 --> 02:00:02,880 I'm under water forever. 1060 02:00:04,900 --> 02:00:06,400 It ain't go down. 1061 02:00:08,120 --> 02:00:10,420 Look, I'm doing my name. 1062 02:00:16,430 --> 02:00:22,030 He knows 1063 02:00:26,570 --> 02:00:28,990 and ears and into my brain. 1064 02:00:29,630 --> 02:00:32,350 Ah, Miles. 1065 02:00:35,070 --> 02:00:36,610 How many times? 1066 02:00:37,210 --> 02:00:40,750 Have you seen mama swimming and swimming laps? 1067 02:00:43,050 --> 02:00:44,050 Lots of times. 1068 02:00:44,970 --> 02:00:51,630 Have you ever noticed that I've never got water in my brain? 1069 02:00:55,290 --> 02:00:56,750 Water's never gone into my brain. 1070 02:00:57,590 --> 02:00:58,590 You want to see? 1071 02:00:59,430 --> 02:01:00,430 What's this? 1072 02:01:00,950 --> 02:01:02,770 Tell me how much water goes in my brain, okay? 1073 02:01:13,150 --> 02:01:14,270 See? 1074 02:01:14,910 --> 02:01:20,470 I have a very important game. 1075 02:01:22,150 --> 02:01:25,690 I'm gonna put my whole head underwater. 1076 02:01:27,070 --> 02:01:30,510 And we'll look at each other underwater. 1077 02:01:32,510 --> 02:01:33,750 What game is this? 1078 02:01:34,170 --> 02:01:35,170 It isn't enough. 1079 02:01:37,150 --> 02:01:38,150 The 1080 02:01:46,710 --> 02:01:52,190 key is... make up shit. 1081 02:02:02,030 --> 02:02:05,230 I'm not speaking out of my asshole when I say this. 1082 02:02:07,250 --> 02:02:08,250 Come in. 1083 02:02:11,620 --> 02:02:13,180 The water will hold you.